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  Worn down by a job he hates and a stressful family life, middle-aged, middle-class Bradley picks up a teenage escort and commits an unspeakable crime. Now she’s tied up in his warehouse, and he doesn’t know what to do.

  Max is homeless, eating from rubbish bins, sleeping rough and barely existing – known for cadging a cigarette from anyone passing, and occasionally even from the footpath. Nobody really sees Max, but he has one friend, and she’s gone missing.

  In order to find her, Max is going to have to call on some people from his past and reopen wounds that have remained unhealed for a very long time, and the clock is ticking…

  Hard-hitting, fast-paced and immensely thought-provoking, Faceless – the startling new standalone thriller from New Zealand’s ‘Queen of Crime’ – will shatter your nerves and leave you breathless.

  Faceless

  Vanda Symon

  For Litiana Navai

  My Bubu

  Oh God, not the whip, Sweet Jesus, not the whip, please, not the whip, God, no, no, Jesus.

  Contents

  Title Page

  Dedication

  Epigraph

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  Acknowledgements

  About The Author

  Other titles by Vanda Symon available from Orenda Books

  Copyright

  Billy

  The arc of white spray paint mists the wall with absolute precision, the microfine droplets highlight the crest of the crashing wave with each graceful up-sweep of her arm, and then contour the roiling fall into the form of a triumphant stallion’s head. She hums the tune embedded in her head, the words ‘something in the water’ making her smile as she finishes the stroke and stands back to gain perspective on her work. Neptuna erupts from the ocean, radiating a deluge of colour on a sea of concrete, her waterborne chariot leaping out from the wall, but the edges leaching in so the effect is of a vast splat of Botticellian beauty that then seeps and evaporates back into the lifeless grey of the building. Neptune’s transformation is complete. In the mythology of Billy’s creation Neptune is a woman, a woman with triumphant but warm brown eyes, ringletted dark hair flying in thick tendrils in the breeze, with the exception of the long strand that snakes down her front and conceals the ripe curve of her breasts. Victorious over the sea, with one hand Billy’s naked and muscular goddess holds her trident aloft in jubilation, and with the other she extends an olive branch – a Pasifika Britannia ruling the waves, the volcanic form of Rangitoto Island behind her.

  The tinniness of the ball bearing echoes inside the empty spray can as Billy shakes the tool of her trade. She looks down at the regiment of similarly empty cans neatly lined up in front of her backpack, next to the careful plan of her project, a miniature masterpiece jumping out from a grid of graph paper. One more can of white should do it, white and a soft grey to dovetail the edges into the background colour of the wall. She smiles with satisfaction: this is her best work yet, the perfect fusion of classical art and mythology, and her Pasifika culture and dreams. She relishes the knowledge that she has created something to inject a vibrant pocket of life and beauty into the soulless canyons of concrete and polished granite that is her adopted city, Auckland. She cannot quite bring herself to call it home, but given time that might change, as she signs her moniker to more of her work, claiming ownership of the city one piece of art at a time. She can’t sign this one quite yet; she never does until the work is complete – a small tradition, like christening a baby with holy water or launching a boat with champagne. It’s a superstition, really, and an immensely rewarding one. She has to get more paint first, and to get paint she has to get money, and to get money she has to go to work, hit the streets. Max hates it when she turns tricks. She hates it, too, but it is a means to an end. She looks up at the image of her own exultant face, proudly looking out to a glorious future, an as-yet unknown future. Max will love it. She hasn’t shown it to him yet; she’s been saving it as a surprise when it’s finished. She’ll go to work tonight, she’ll walk down to K Road and wait to be picked up by a stranger with a need, a need she can satisfy for a price. She’ll do it for her art.

  Bradley

  ‘Fordyce?’

  Bradley startled up from the sea of numbers on his computer screen; the burst of adrenaline shot like a bullet through the already dull ache in his temple. He tried to blink away the grittiness on his eyeballs and pull back his concentration, which was ebbing and flowing in vertiginous waves. He’d spent four flat-out days trying to sort out the mess that was the Colchester accounts, a company whose financial records officer he would like to have had arrested and shot at dawn. How could someone make such a hash out of something that should be straightforward? Their incompetence also impacted on his ability to complete the forecast and budget for next year, another part of the job that should have been finished last Friday; he’d been forced to come into the office over the weekend to play catch-ups on it. God knew he’d had enough grief about that from Ange. Her disapproval last night, like her tongue, had been venomous: ‘Don’t you even care about your family?’ – Her parting words this morning, sanitised for the children but spat out, still rattled in his head. He could feel the cold sweat break out across his brow as he swung around on his chair to be confronted by the permanently scowled face of his boss, Crampton.

  ‘Why haven’t you finished Colchester yet?’ The voice carried the tone of one for whom no answer would be satisfactory.

  ‘I’m almost done, but honestly, I’ve been hamstrung by the state of their financial records. Their software is hopelessly out of date, and I had to resort to trawling through hard copy to get an accurate picture. I’ve spent the whole weekend here working on the budgets and forecasts, so I’m just about to type up the final recommendations summary report and then it will be done.’

  ‘You were supposed to have finished this on Friday.’

  Bradley balled his clammy fists under the desk, out of Crampton’s sight. He’d known full well there would be no acknowledgement from Crampton of the fact he’d spent the weekend slaving away on the job at the expense of his family, that there would be no thank-you for the overtime and hard work, but still he could feel the muscles in his legs tense further, taste the bitter bite of disappointment. No doubt Crampton would have spent yet another idyllic weekend away, sipping wine on the deck of his holiday bach overlooking the sea at Waiheke Island, a supposed holiday house that was more luxurious and had a larger square footage than Bradley’s home. The staff and their families had been invited over there last year for a Christmas lunch – the ferry trip at their own cost of course. Most of them had gone back to their own humble dwellings vaguely depressed about what they could manage to afford. He’d wondered if it was a strategic move on Crampton’s part to rub it in, assert his superiority. And of course Ange now saw that place as the gold standard of what to aspire to. When will we have something like that, honey? – it was a stab at his ability to provide for them as a family. Hell, even the gimp who kept such appalling records at Colchester had probably enjoyed a weekend of rest and relaxation in some palatial holiday house, while he toiled away here thanklessly, tidying up the mess. Bradley counted to five in his head before replying, a strategy he’d had to use frequently with the girls to prevent himself from exploding at them. His Monday was going badly enough without having a run-in with the boss.

  ‘As I said, their records
were in such poor condition it took a lot longer than it should have. I will bill them for the extra time, and this week’s red report is well advanced, so I’ll catch up quickly.’ Surely Crampton couldn’t argue with any of that. It wouldn’t cost their company anything extra in the long run, and money seemed to be paramount as far as the boss was concerned. The frown on Crampton’s face slipped into what looked like smugness. Bradley felt the frown transfer onto his own forehead, and the kick as his heartbeat ratcheted up even faster.

  ‘Well, I’ve just got off the phone from their managing director, Hickey. There’s been a change in expectation. They have to shave another million off the budget for next year – a directive from the board – so you’ll have to redo those figures; and they need them for tonight’s meeting.’

  Bradley’s eyes flicked to the large clock in the middle of the wall, glaring down upon them like some battery-operated automated oppressor. It was ten o’clock now; shit, how many hours had it taken over the weekend? And a million bucks? Where the hell was he supposed to find realistic savings of a million? Not from the board wages, that was for sure. He felt the tug of pain bed itself in at his temple, intensifying with the tempo of his elevated heartbeat. ‘I can’t possibly get it done for tonight. And why the sudden change? They’ve had weeks to make an adjustment like that.’

  Crampton’s voice dropped further into his smoker’s growl, his bulldog eyes brooking no opposition. ‘I’ve told them we’ll have it through to them by four. You won’t let me down. Everything else goes on hold until this is done. You understand me? Everything.’

  A furtive glance around assured Bradley that no one was working nearby; this phone call didn’t need to be overheard by flapping ears. He tapped the green symbol and waited, annoyed with the rising sensation of dread brought on with each ring.

  ‘Hello.’ Her voice held the bounciness she put on in case it was someone important.

  ‘Hey, it’s me.’

  The bounciness dropped. ‘Hi, Me.’

  ‘Who’s that?’ he heard a little voice chirp in the background.

  ‘It’s Daddy.’

  ‘Hi Daddy.’

  And then another, even chirpier, ‘Hi Daddy.’ He felt a smile curl his lips despite the trepidation.

  ‘The girls say hi.’

  ‘I got that. Tell them hi from me.’ He took a large breath. ‘Look, I’m sorry, but something has come up at work, so I’m not going to be able to meet you guys for lunch today after all.’

  There was a long pause, and he began to wonder if Ange had heard him. He was about to say hello, when her response came spitting down the line.

  ‘You’ve got to be kidding me. You spend the whole weekend at that place and now you’re not even going to meet us for lunch? For God’s sake, Bradley, we’ve hardly seen you – do we mean that little to you?’

  He leaned back in his chair, hand against his forehead. She was an expert at firing barbs, always choosing the trajectory that would inflict the most pain. This conversation was never going to go well, but it wasn’t like he had any choice. Couldn’t she understand that?

  ‘Look, I’m sorry, Ange, but they’ve thrown big changes at me for this report, all at the last minute, and I have to have it completed for tonight. Believe me, I’d be there if I could, but I’m snowed under, and Crampton has given me this deadline, so I have to get it done or it could jeopardise my job.’

  He heard a sniff, and then another. ‘Well, it’s good to see where your priorities lie.’ He closed his eyes, trying to shut out the disappointment in her voice. Then he heard a child’s voice pipe up in the background.

  ‘What’s wrong, Mummy?’

  There was a muffling noise, and he realised she’d put her hand over the mouthpiece of the phone. ‘Daddy can’t meet us for lunch anymore. He’s breaking his promise to us, baby.’ Bradley winced – the words were for his benefit, not Katie’s, but she’d made sure he could still hear them loud and clear.

  ‘But he promised. You’re not allowed to break promises. He said.’

  ‘I know, honey, but sometimes daddies can be really mean.’

  His trepidation transformed into something else. He felt a tight ball of anger knot in his stomach.

  ‘But why can’t he come?’

  ‘Because, to Daddy, work is more important than us.’ There was another pause, and then the change in volume indicated the voice was directed back at him. ‘Well, you’ve upset the girls now, Bradley. You’ve upset all of us. I hope it’s worth it.’ There was a sharp click, followed by an accusatory beep, beep, beep.

  Bradley leaned his forehead on the steering wheel, the plastic providing a welcome stripe of cool across his brow. He banged it against the wheel a few times, before glancing up to see if there was any movement yet. Man, what an utter shit of a day. He sat in his car, stuck in the hell of rush-hour traffic. His stomach was a seething mass of snakes. Even his sweat carried a different kind of sharpness, the stale scent of the fearful and washed-up. Because that’s what he felt like today, some limp rag that had spent hours being spun and pulled and twisted in the agitator and then yanked through the wringer. He’d got the bloody report done, but it was crap, and at the expense of everything else. He was too exhausted to face going to the gym, but he couldn’t face going home yet. God, it would take a special kind of courage to do that – and he couldn’t even opt for the Dutch variety, because she’d smell it on his breath and then there would be another lecture. What the fuck was he going to do? He couldn’t stay here like this either, crawling along, metre by metre – the pressure building in his chest would explode. He wanted to scream and yell, to hit something, to feel pain, to break something, to fuck something. He needed some kind of release or he was going to have a bloody coronary, he was sure of it. And now here he was at a standstill on Victoria Street in the twilight of an overcast autumn evening that brought nothing but the depressing thought of a winter to come. The lights had gone through two whole cycles and he hadn’t even moved. He could feel his breath coming quicker, the prickles of panic needling his skin. He lifted his eyes and looked up ahead, towards the massive shaft of the Sky Tower stabbing into the sky.

  Got to get out of here. The car in front edged forward a metre; the space was all he needed. Bradley swung the steering wheel hard right, planted his foot on the gas and swung around in a tight U-turn. Thank Christ the traffic in the opposite direction was freer; but still there was a squeal of brakes and the sharp tirade of a car horn reprimanding him for the manoeuvre. He turned right into Queen Street. There, although progress was slow, at least it was moving. A light drizzle began to mist the windscreen, and as the wipers rhythmically squeegeed away the moisture he looked at the sea of humanity making its way home; he noted the uniform grimness on faces as they did the barn dance across the road in front of him, the tired, the disillusioned, all looking slightly surreal in the strange half-light on the cusp of twilight, the fluorescent underlighting of the verandahs and the higher streetlamps making their movements seem wooden. The drab masses fleeing the city like rats stepping off their treadmill and going home – to what? The same oppressive hell? How did he get so rutted in this job where he had no say, no respect, no appreciation? And the same could be said about his marriage. This morning’s phone conversation replayed in his mind. He was turning into such a basket-case bore, such a fucking loser. The lights turned red as he approached the next intersection: Karangahape Road, with its reputation for prostitutes and the darker side of the city – although it was all a lot more respectable-looking than it had once been. Could he? His heart leapt a little at even the thought of that kind of a risk. It would be outrageous. He indicated and sidled into the right-turning lane and waited. It wouldn’t hurt to drive down and take a look. But would he have the guts to actually do it – or had he turned into such a fucking whipping boy he couldn’t even make that kind of a decision for himself? With a sense of sickened excitement he turned onto K Road. He drove through one intersection, noting two women dressed in the uniform of the trade; they stood provocatively on the footpath, eyeballing potential business. He shied away, they were so overt, so in your face, the stereotype of what every Hollywood movie prostitute was portrayed to be. On the opposite corner he spied what surely must be a drag queen. She, or he, must have been over six foot tall even without the heels, and with the tasteless, garish wig and make-up was a giant parody of a woman. Who the hell would pick that up? Shit, this was not such a great idea after all. He shook his head and began to think that no, he didn’t have what it took after all, didn’t have the balls to just take control and pay for what he needed, didn’t have the guts to treat it like some other business transaction.